Sunday, March 28, 2010

I guess it's time

I think it's time for my monthly blog post. I am not keeping up with this as much as I thought I would. Oh well--at some point it will happen.

Work: I have made it halfway through my internship! I can't believe that. :) I am excited... and at the same time it's like oh crap! what am I gonna do next? I can't imagine leaving this hospital... I love every day of it. Every patient i've had is adorable in a different way, and each has been a challenge in a different way. I know I say it a lot, but I don't think I could have chosen a better place for my internship! Anyway, I know I can't replicate this setting anywhere else, so it's going to be a hard goodbye.
Something kinda cool is that I sat down and talked with my supervisor one day, and she asked me "do you have any questions about how you're doing" and I couldnt think of any at that point in time, because I usually just ask as I go along. But then she goes well I can tell you this "you have the rep. but you need to work on just being able to pull it out. But with everything else, like musical skills, working well with behaviors of the patients, you're doing great! You have the hard stuff down, just get the easy stuff now... That's kinda backwards" All I can say to that, is Thank You Queens Music Therapy clinic!

So, we got a new roommate. She's cool. I'm not putting this here to talk about her, I just have been thinking she just got here 2ish weeks ago... and in another 4 weeks, She and my other roomie will be gone. I'll get one more, and then about 2 weeks after that i'll have 2 more! It's so weird to think about, but it's kind of cool i'll live with so many different people. Now if that doesnt make a well rounded person, I dunno what does! :-P

Last weekend I went to this plantation house for a crafts festival with my mom and her boyfriend... it was kind of cool. I LOVE the look of old plantation homes, they're so beautiful, with the oak trees that frame the walkway to the house.... and the house itself.

I keep thinking about what I am going to do after this... and well. I keep landing back on I want to be back in VA. I don't know why, I just have this feeling that i've left so much behind. I miss Charlotte too, and believe me if something opened up there, I would definitely think about relocating. I never wanted to create a job for myself or go market myself to create a job... but it's looking more and more like I am going to have to, unless I want to start over again. I don't know if I have the will power to do that, make another life for myself somewhere. We'll see, I like to just go with the flow. I definitely know that if I can't find a job in VA then I will most likely HAVE to relocate, so I might give myself a time constraint. Like I said, go with the flow. :)

That's all for now. I don't know what else to say, hope this is informative!